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Jun. 10th, 2014 09:11 pm[Filter: Private]
If only it was easier to look at Lucre breaking apart and think, "It's all falling apart, I can't go into that right now!" Then I think about just how easy it would be to find someone, anyone in all that mess ... Only Father's advice and Canti ... only they're keeping me here. Ayden too. I couldn't explain to him why I want to go into a wartorn country. I can't. No, I can't go to Lucre, but it's calling to me like a siren, diary, and I just can't, I can't, I can't!
You can't understand how much of a ... a pull I'm feeling right now. Like I'm being torn in four pieces, and ...
It's getting worse!
[Filter: Martha]
Are you excited about it? I didn't want to interrupt and I wasn't really feeling well last night, but I want to talk to you about your big chance! The circumstances aren't the best, but I know you're going to impress him just by being you!
If only it was easier to look at Lucre breaking apart and think, "It's all falling apart, I can't go into that right now!" Then I think about just how easy it would be to find someone, anyone in all that mess ... Only Father's advice and Canti ... only they're keeping me here. Ayden too. I couldn't explain to him why I want to go into a wartorn country. I can't. No, I can't go to Lucre, but it's calling to me like a siren, diary, and I just can't, I can't, I can't!
You can't understand how much of a ... a pull I'm feeling right now. Like I'm being torn in four pieces, and ...
It's getting worse!
[Filter: Martha]
Are you excited about it? I didn't want to interrupt and I wasn't really feeling well last night, but I want to talk to you about your big chance! The circumstances aren't the best, but I know you're going to impress him just by being you!
